You're just a waste of a song.
You're a simple regret.I thought
I knew who you were, but watch how fast I forget.



Stayed home today,being sick sucks.Good thing I'm resting though,after posting this I'm probably gna go back to my bed.So,being in bed and alone gives me alot of time to think.And I have been thinking,maybe its just cos of moodswings but still.Sometimes I wonder why do I even bother to blog,what are blogs for?Are they just about blogging about what I do everyday?Where I go?My friends?Or is it really about letting people understand your feelings,or is it just a journal online where you pour everything out?Just to let out the stress and whatever's inside?

I feel that I have a great life.First,my family is everything I ever dreamt of.Great mom.Awesome dad.Together they make the perfect parents,they give me whatever I want,as much freedom as I need,they spoil me with the best luxuries,my allowance is more than I can spend.And brothers who makes me want to shoot myself sometimes but still,I can't imagine my life without them.Second,my friends.We share everything together,we enjoy,we laugh,we cry.We do them all together.Unlike normal cliques/bestfrs,we do not quarrel often,we do not have weird betrayal crap.Sounds perfect alright?But why oh why,do I still feel that something's not right?That something's missing.

Sometimes I feel like packing up and leaving.To somewhere far,where I can start my life anew.Brothers are going to NS next year,oh please just let me move to Melbourne.Amos says the school there's really great.Adam's enjoying himself and has a accent now,which is cool.The teachers are better,you have lockers,which you can decorate,and everything.I have been to the colleges there,it was amazing.(Cuz we were looking for a college for my bro the last time).Oh my God,I wanna move.Now.

I need to get away.And now I hate seeing you in school.It makes me so irritated.Urgh.Guys are liars.All of them.For now,nothing's gna change my opinion on that.After so many experiences,I have finally learnt,being single is so so so so much better than being in a relationship.

Whatever,for now,I just need to study.I need to mug.I NEED TO BUCK UP.
And all I'm looking forward to is after EOYs,Hongkong,and wherever I'm going for holiday this year,somewhere far,somewhere Western.(: Oh and Christmas.




And,HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE.I miss you.

Xo.