Don't you get it?


Helloz.Lessons are boring nowadays,I don't understand a shit and I keep dozing off.Thought about Her alot recently...I miss you,still.

Hm,China trip from 24th Oct - 31st Oct,should be going.Hongkong Trip 5th Nov-9th Nov,going too.Taiwan trip for geog not confirmed yet,but really wanna go!Oh yeah we have parents teacher meeting on thurszxzxz.Asshole.But ah well,my parents are super duper reluctant to go anyway.Doubt they're gna go :/ .

Mood has been not too good lately,nowadays my iPod is always with me,I guess it's the only thing that helps now.I feels so kshdgfhcbxnds.

I don't get it,how can Mrs Muthu be so blunt about it,she's insensitive.Although she's no more with us,have you ever thought about our feelings?She was our bestfr okay.English sucked balls today.She said we have been affected alot after Her passing on,but its frikking hard for us okay?!Can't you understand?Ugh.She said things so bluntly,as if we weren't there,everything reminded me of Her today,especially when we had to do the work on Road Safety,images kept flashing into my mind.But no point brooding over it right?

2 weeks is a long time,I don't think you need me anymore,do you?All I want is for you to be happy.I should have let go a long time ago,it is so overdued.But I guess now,its really the time to let you go,fully.No more turning back,this is my final goodbye.I beg you,take care of yourself,stop smoking,don't get into trouble.Cos from now on,I'm gna stop caring.I don't care if you still have a thing for me,or whatsoever.I'm just..tired and done.

Feels so empty.


Be happy,love.I have let you go. (:
Ill still miss you though...

Xo.