Everyday people look at me,and they see someone strong.
But say his name to me, I'll crumble down.




Pictures from God-knows-when.
Lessons sucked today,practically slept through the whole one hour of science.
For once,I am fucking stressed up.
Ugh.

Firstly,the damage is done.
Secondly,we can't return to the past.
Thirdly,now that you've triggered my feelings again,I'm back to square one.
Fourthly,when in the world are we able to stop all of this?
Thanks..alot._l_


Friggin miss you though,and how we used to be,how you used to treat me.
I still remember,your messages would be daily,your calls would be at least once a day.We'd go home together,you'd ask me if I wanted to wait for you,you would ask me about my ex boyfriends and show concern.Twice,you grabbed my hand.So many times I sat beside you on the bus,you even adjusted the aircon for me,so I'd be comfortable.I'm sorry if some of my actions hurt you.But now,what you're doing,isn't it worse?I hope you're done with your playing,I wanna continue waiting for you,but assure me its worth it please.I miss your goodnight messages,the recent one was about not regretting,for things not done,for words not said,for love not shown.Are you trying to hint something to me?But for goodness sake,I made an initiative,you didn't,until now,I said words,3 messages full,and don't tell me I didn't show love,you jolly well know yourself.Last night,you called me,saying you wanted to ask me out,how many times before I have asked you,did you show interest?No.This is why,we have been going on and off for so damn long,far too long.Trust me,I'm gonna get over you,I believe I can,just that it would take months,or years,I don't know how long it'll take me,but I know I'll be able to get over you.Wait and see.

Hi,I'm sorry for my recent emo post but this is where I can let out all my feelings and make me feel so much better.
I know I'm suppose to be on hiatus,but I honestly don't know what I'm doing.



Xo.